A Rather Surprising Day

Just got back from my in-law's crib..Penat otak and penat kaki.   
Imagine la we started the day as early as 9.30 this morning. 
Duhhh..we were partly anxious and blissful for today was supposed 
to be my youngest brother-in-law's engagement day. 
And his supposedly fiancée to be is a Muslim girl 
so we were super excited for we gleefully thought that we get to 
celebrate double occasions later on..like makan2 kui raya..
rendang, nasi...haha. 
But sad to say, the engagement thing did not go well as planned..
the girl changed her mind and rejected the ring..
and we were all like..WTH... 
Everybody fussed confusedly over the matter
..some complained that she should have told in the first place 
if she had second thoughts.
I had been to many joyous engagement ceremonies before..
but none of them ended tragically like this one...
adakah patut...deiii

Sian my brother-in-law. Humiliating, it really was. 
He really cares deeply for this girl 
and yet, the latter was...you know...
boleh2 dia cakap "Sorry, I love you but my feeling for you is 0 now.."..
hadoiiiii..come on la..she had been with my bro-in-law 
for quite some time..2 years something..
then tiba2 things turn out crazy mcm ni...
Then selidik punya selidik...
rupa2nya she has other love interest and that man 
has actually promised to propose to her very soon..
My jaw dropped open...really wide open upon hearing this. 
My husband was unconsciously wrenching my arm tightly..
I knew he was completely at his utmost madness.  
Punyalah sakit my arm kena picit..deiiiii

Well...what can we say. After all, one can never pretend to love 
if she or he never does... (after 2 years..? hmm..)
memang tidak ada jodoh maybe..It was indeed a whole tearful, 
extremely sad farewell for my brother-in-law for he had to let go of her unwillingly. 
I wanted so much to string my words together and utter my discontentment 
but I just couldn't find the right ones to soothe my brother-in-law at that moment. 
I was stunned and numb. 
I was not prepared for such humiliation.
Each of us was not mentally ready. 
I caught glimpses of teary eyes here and there but I could not tell who. 
I was tearful too and hurting inside.

Well..memang betul la kali tu cinta buta. 
Or rather..the eyes got blurred by something else.. RM, possibly.?

I just hope she had made a right choice.

Vision Of Love

Reminiscing my love song. My all time favourite and will always be.  ^ - ^

Vision of Love 

by Mariah Carey

Treated me kind

Sweet destiny

Carried me through desperation

To the one that was waiting for me

It took so long

Still I believed

Somehow the one that I needed

Would find me eventually

I had a vision of love

And it was all that you've given to me

Prayed through the nights

Felt so alone

Suffered from alienation

Carried the weight on my own

Had to be strong

So I believed

And now I know I've succeeded

In finding the place I conceived

I had a vision of love (ooooh)

And it was all that you've given to me

I had a vision of love (ooooh)

And it was all that you've given me

I've realized a dream

And I visualized

The love that came to be

Feel so alive

I'm so thankful that I received

The answer that heaven has sent down to me

You treated me kind (yeah)

Sweet destiny (I'm so glad that you did)

And I'll be eternally grateful

Holding you so close to me

Prayed through the nights

So faithfully

Knowing the one that I needed

Would find me eventually (would find me)

I had a vision of love

And it was all that you've given to me

I had a vision of love

And it was all that you turned out to be

The vision came accomplished. Better think of the present and upcoming mission now...

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 Do wish us luck, patience and love. And lots of magic too. Amen.